First Day of My Life is a really great song that I associate with cathartic releases
Cause I just see my ex girl, standing with my next girl, standing with the girl that I’m fucking right now
I wish saying no to bad ideas wasn’t so hard for me, but it’s getting easier everytime
I don’t know who I changed into but it feels really good to not be such a selfish reckless always-fucked-up person. It really feels good to like myself again. As shitty as the journey has been, unforgivable as it was to treat a great girl so awfully, and to hate myself- I’m not that same person anymore and regardless of the future holds, I will never devolve into that person. I will never again betray myself and my principles to impress others. No more doing dumb shit and regretting it, no more excuses.
self betterment- one day at a time
"We suffer one of two things. Either the pain of discipline or the pain of regret. You’ve got to choose discipline, versus regret, because discipline weighs ounces and regret weighs tons."